Monthly Archive: October 2011

Sex Drive: Just Push to Start

Just a teensy little update…for the last 2 days or so I’ve actually felt some semblance of a sex drive. It’s been about two months since I stopped taking my birth control, so I’m pretty pleased. I’ve been in the mood enough to have some dirty fantasies and to actually watch porn without getting bored. …

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So.

M and I are “on a break” as of Saturday. He’s no longer listed as in a relationship on FB, or FetLife, and none of the pictures of us together are on his main FB page. My heart is breaking all over again. It feels like I was just here, two years ago, feeling worthless …

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Periodically

Some of you may follow Screaming Violet, and if so you know that she is hosting Red October, a month-long celebration of that time of the month. As usual I wanted to be involved but wasn’t sure what to write about, so you’re going to get a freely written dose of my feelings on the …

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A Change of Space

It’s fascinating what a simple change of space can do for one’s life. Take me, for example. I’ve been gone a while. It’s been so many things – moving to Ohio, living with a partner for the first time, getting my first apartment, purchasing a car, starting a professional job. I never thought it would …

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